刚在食堂吃饭时听到的，这首歌竟奇迹般解救了正在啃着难吃到想摔盘子的抄手和姨妈痛到OTZ的我，就是这么神奇。
后来去吧台问了小美女这首歌的名字，她对我说，I hate you I love you.
我：愣……
feeling used
感觉被利用了
but I'm
但我…
still missing you
还是想着你
and I can't
而我依然不能
see the end of this
接受这结果
just wanna feel your kiss
只想感觉你的亲吻
against my lips
弥留在唇上的气息
and now all this time
这么长的时间
is passing by
已经过去
but I still can't seem to tell you why
但我似乎依然不能告诉你 为什么
it hurts me every time I see you
每次见到你我的心会阵痛
realize how much I need you
察觉到自己有多么需要你
i hate you i love you
我恨你 我爱你
i hate that i love you
我恨我 爱着你
don't want to, but i can't put
我并不想这样 但我再也无法
nobody else above you
将别人放在心上
i hate you i love you
我恨你 我爱你
i hate that i want you
我恨我 爱着你
you want her, you need her
你想要她 你需要她
and I'll never be her
而我永远不会是她
i miss you when i can't sleep
失眠的夜 我想着你
or right after coffee
喝了咖啡 我想着你
or right when i can't eat
吃不下饭 我想着你
i miss you in my front seat
我想念你坐在我的前座
still got sand in my sweaters
我的毛衣里还留有沙子
from nights we don't remember
多少个夜里已经记不得
do you miss me like i miss you?
你是否像我一样想着我
fucked around and got attached to you
不顾一切只想和你一起
friends can break your heart too, and
朋友也有伤你心的时候
i'm always tired but never of you
我总是感到很厌倦，却乐此不疲地想着你
if i pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
如果我强加于你 你也不会高兴的
i put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
我把事实托出 而你并不买账
i type a text but then i never mind that shit
我写了简讯 我并不在意
i got these feelings but you never mind that shit
我的这些感受 你从来不在乎
oh oh, keep it on the low
好吧 不要说了
you're still in love with me but your friends don't know
你还爱着我 但你朋友们却不知道？
if you wanted me you would just say so
如果你想要我 你肯定有对朋友说过
and if i were you, i would never let me go
如果我是你 我绝对不会放手让我走
i don't mean no harm
我并没有恶意
i just miss you on my arm
我只是想念你在我怀里
wedding bells were just alarms
婚礼的钟声刚刚响起
caution tape around my heart
警示带缠绕着我的心
you ever wonder what we coulda been?
你有没有想过我们本也可以步入教堂？
you said you wouldn't and you fucking did
你说过你不想结婚 结果你真的如此
lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
骗了我 骗着我 去你他妈的复合
now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
现在我的头脑已经混乱
always missing people that i shouldn't be missing
我总是思念着不该思念的人
sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
有时候 必须斩断联系保持距离
i know that i control my thoughts, and i should stop reminiscing
我知道我该控制住自己的情绪 我也该停止回忆
but i learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
但我从爸爸那学到 有这样的感受也是一件好事
when love and trust are gone
当爱与信任 都已经远去
i guess this is moving on
我猜 这一切 也会过去的
everyone i do right does me wrong
我认为对的 所有人都认为是错的
so every lonely night, i sing this song
所以每个形单影只的夜晚，我都会唱起这首歌
i hate you i love you
我恨你 我爱你
i hate that i love you
我恨我 爱着你
don't want to, but i can't put
我并不想这样 但我再也无法
nobody else above you
将别人放在心上
i hate you i love you
我恨你 我爱你
i hate that i want you
我恨我 爱着你
you want her, you need her
你想要她 你需要她
and i'll never be her
而我永远不会是她
all alone i watch you watch her
我看着 看着她的你
like she‘s the only girl you've ever seen
她就是你眼中的唯一
you don't care u never did
你从来就没有在乎过
you don't give a damn about me
你从来就没在乎过我
yeah all alone i watch you watch her
我看着 看着她的你
she's the only thing you've ever seen
她就是你眼中的唯一
how is it you never notice
为什么你从来没注意到
that you are slowly killing me
你这是在慢慢地杀死我
i hate you i love you
我恨你 我爱你
i hate that i love you
我恨我 爱着你
don't want to, but i can't put
我并不想这样 但我再也无法
nobody else above you
将别人放在心上
i hate you i love you
我恨你 我爱你
i hate that i want you
我恨我 爱着你
you want her, you need her
你想要她 你需要她
and i’ll never be her
而我永远不会是她